whattafuck!

hey peep :) Im back. back with a heartbroken :(

Guess what, im sick of going to school. Finally,

i broke down into tears. I can't bear this pain anymore,

 and i am being SERIOUS. 

Im just done with everyone who treats me badly.

I realized the only reason they talk to me is for their own personal gain and they wanna look good for time being. Haha, screw you for not having a proper life. Im just wondering what and how would you guys feel if i did the same fucking thing? Let me guess, angry? Just that? Too bad i felt more. Lots of anger and hatred, worthless,hopeless, helpless and everything in between. I was hoping that my senior year would be awesome but it's only gotten worst than my f4's. Terribly fucked up. I don't get you dear 'friend', you have been acting cold towards.me. Did i do anything wrong? Recently, you yelled at me. Come on, is this how you should be treating ur friends? Im tired of trying to please people, trying to be funny, trying so hard not to hurt their feelings . From now onwards, im not gonna treat them like how they would wanna be treated cos im done with them. You wanna hate me, ohh please do. I'll stand up for myself and i don't need ur stupid army .