I feel horrible, I cry so much that in the end of the day to rush into bed hoping my mom would see me come through the door, I separated myself from my best friend because I feel she's better off with out me, I hate the way I am, I cry over thing that aren't really needed to cry about I don't even look at anyone because I'm ashamed of how I look and try to impress others so they wont hate me, I hate that I'm not happy every one seems not to like me I sit all alone and sit there quiet and sad.
when im down, will i be able to get up and try again? i give up easily,is it worth living in this world?
i hate my life.i hate my life.i hate my life. hear that?
will i be able to stand up for myself when people make fun of me?
will i be able to survive in this world without them?
God makes life so hard and i know he's testing us. well guess what? im not strong.
do i have to put on smile everyday?
mood: i'm started 2 hate my self
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